New Chapter

I have made some choices in the last week… One of which is to go to Europe… Today I began planning out my trip 🙂 I will be going to France, Italy and Greece in a couple months. Next Spring I will go to Ireland, Scotland, England and Denmark.

I am back to the gym daily… I was only able to go a few times when Piper was sick. It feels good to be back in the groove there. And I am taking up space in the “off limits” area (free weights) like nobody’s business… and I now have two of my adult daughters doing the same thing in their respective gyms – LOL.

Dating… decided to only date for fun. Not looking for a relationship anymore. I am totally okay alone – on my own – unpartnered. I like doing what I want to, when I want to. I did have to look something up today. Someone indicated I was “thick”, the guy said “I like thick girls”, which I assumed meant fat. I felt shitty for a couple days. Women are always comparing themselves to media projected images of what we are supposed to look like, and we rarely can make ourselves look that way and I have been curvy since I was 12! Today I looked up “thick” in the Urban Dictionary. It does not mean “fat”.

I realized this week, when I picked up a check, how much I really make per hour at my primary career… which of course got fucked up when Covid began, and I’ve been waiting for it to go back to “normal”… but I am reminded I can’t waste time with bullshit side jobs any more… I have to focus on my primary career and finding new ways to get business in that career. No side job on the planet pays $2k an hour and I deserve to get back to a nice life again… the kind I had before the death of my guy, and taking care of my 94 year old grandma, and a pandemic. Time to get back to my real job… even if it means adapting to find new sources of business.

Published by wayward yoga girl

A complex creation that chooses to be quite simple - LOL. I earnestly try to approach life with unconditional love and non-judgement... but I'm only human and perfectly imperfect :)

5 thoughts on “New Chapter

  1. Enjoy the trip, maybe a new change in scenery will do you good. A couple of weeks ago I went to Vancouver and Seattle to visit friends and I enjoyed myself there. I also enjoyed leaving the East Coast for a few days.

    So maybe leaving the country/continent will put things into perspective.

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  2. I am psyched for you to have a trip to Europe. My favourite. Italy and France are important playgrounds to me and if you need some tips or suggestions on where to go, to stay, to eat, etc, please feel free to reach out. I would be delighted to help.

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